Break Up Research Paper

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We are all different so we deal with issues differently.

Breakups are one these issues.

I've currently had to deal with a breakup myself, and sadly, I'm still ignoring every feeling. When you happen to be with a person for a while and things go wrong... You become lost. It happened to me. I could see it coming for a month so I had begun to put up walls around me to make me stop feeling any type of emotions. I was numbing everything with alcohol and a lot of pastries. I couldn't stop eating or drinking, too anxious of feelings all these emotions. I couldn't deal with the fact that it was over. I deleted every photo of us both on my facebook, deleted my Instagram and made a new one. Put away everything that belongs to me in my closet. I couldn't bare the thought of us over, so seeing pictures would be a constant reminder, I blocked everyone on everything so I could ignore what happened and move on. I prefer to ignore when I know I wouldn't be able to survive the issues. That's what happened, even to this day I try to avoid songs, movies, games or even places we went because deep down it's still painful.
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First I go through ice cream or gelato (what's in the freezing...)
Second I lock myself in my room for a couple days, crying, sleeping, crying...
Third I drink and pretend nothing happened.
Fourth I try to get out and see people.
Fifth I hide everything that belongs to that person, pictures and everything that reminds me of them.
Sixth I make a list of everything I hate about that person. It's a great way to stop thinking they are