5 Minutes of Death
Yo tape these bars and play ‘em in the cemetary
Put the ashes on the speakers if my heart isn’t burried
Ask me if life is short
I say very
Just listen and take a breath
Cos’ this is my 5 minutes of death.
Suicide I have a lot on my mind
I can’t figure nothin’ out
And my heart just died, it’s just like
Damn’ everything is blowin’ up in my mind
I can’t determine what is wrong or right.
I’m goin’ Madesicc (foe life)
I ain’t the type to bitch, wine or moan
But now I’m at a weird place and I’m really missin’ home
Naw’ metaphorically I’m really missin’ home
I ain’t gone
I’m just on some shit that ‘o get you locked up
Put it in the trunk
Drivin’ me crazy, I feel like jumpin’ out the window
I’m itchin’ like scabies, cuz my minds tryin’ play me
Nobody cares, Ima’ take this ninemile and die right here.
Dig yourself a hole in the ground
Push up daisies six feet down
Take a dirt nap, buy the farm
Inject a bubble in your aim
So tape these bars and play ‘em in the cemetary
Put the ashes on the speakers if my heart weren’t burried
Ask me if life is short
I say very
Just listen and take a breath
Cos’ this is my 5 minutes of death.
You’ll hit the street like a movie dummy
You dummy, now you’re a non-moving mummy
With a removable tummy.
Snuff you like Chavez, like volcano lava
Burnin’ ya vena cava, you cadaver
Gore like Mario Bava.
Chained and gagged, maimed and dragged,
Cops zipping up the remains of my soul in a bag
The brains of a fag.
So tape these bars and play ‘em in the cemetary
Put the ashes on the speakers if my heart weren’t burried
Ask me if life is short
I say very
Just listen and take a breath
Cos’ this is my 5 minutes of death.
I’m singing the blues about the rough life I’ve got
Not.
I don’t wanna live this life no more
I guess I am really read for the grave yard tour
When I get home I’ll just seal up my windows and doors
Turn the oven on high for about four hours
Light you a blunt, kiss your ass goodbye
I gassed myself, cause it’s a suicide.
So tape these bars and play ‘em in the cemetary
Put the ashes on the speakers if my heart weren’t burried
Ask me if life is short
I say very
Just listen and take a breath
Cos’ this is my 5 minutes of death.
I’ve walked this long way from home to find my real utopia
But now I aint’ got no damn place to go
And now I feel agoraphobia
Can’t describe how lonely I am
I know this isn’t a game
But I’m beating the fan,
I’m beating the fan
I do this shit again and again
I’ve forgotten why I write these things down
Even as I write this
I’m realizing how useless it is to put ideas to words
Water to the wine stupidity and valour They say girl what are you afraid of?
You are your life’s creator
Something you definitely ain’t gonna get paid off.
Just don’t be a damn’ snitch
Because there’s nothing, I’m sick of this.
Need somebody to stand by my side,
For a moment not forever.
Death, my safe place to hide.
I wait for you, I stay for you.
Everything I made for you,
Just for you, what’s made for you
Don’t need to make it yet, but just for you.
They always be sayin’ only you make it better
But I don’t believe their shitter
Honestly, I’m falling up the ladder
Maybe this song will be my last letter.
So tape these bars and play ‘em in the cemetary
Put the
