I Amila Van Hilden Dialectical Journal

Words: 1874
Pages: 8

“The joy lost to anger, but Not the lives that touch us they live in the heart” I hear the chime of the swing set and laughter of children. It’s 1914 July in Germany at a park. The beauty of the flowers lushes over me and the joy of children in song and play. Soon to be hushed over by the rupture of man. July 28, 1914, was when a war broke out.
“I am Amila van Hilden.”

“Mother I've made up my mind.”
“So what's the decision.”
“I´m going.”
“I´m proud of you Amila you always did the right thing, But it doesn't mean I won't be sad or scared.”
“Me All alone you know.”
“You don´t understand.”
“What don't I understand.”
¨I´m on the other side.”
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“We aspire to be what one would imagine being”
Day 1:
I was very careful not to do anything strange that might give them the idea that I was up to anything. They drove to a dock where I, in handcuffs was asked to go on the ship with my luggage.
For once I was happy I packed.

I was greeted by a man who's name was Asher Weston.

“Nice to meet you Asher I'm Amila Van Hilden.”
I was trying to speak as formal as I could.
Asher is a scientist, he would be working with me. I showed him to a workspace when
I noticed there were cameras everywhere on the ship.
He told me to sleep and at O 600 hours you would be told your first assignment.
“Any questions?” He asked
“No.” I muffled
“What?” he said
“Nothing” I whispered
“What?!” he repeated annoyingly
“No!” I said
“Ok then, see you later Van Hilden”

I glanced at my clock that I was given by my father.
I thought to myself
“I've been on this vessel only a couple of minutes and I already made myself an idiot.”
Just like I was little I never spoke of that would lead to repeating of my words and made fun
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I looked around, but I didn't see anything
But then I saw a Sign that said dock in French. well, At least I can say I have traveled to France.
Waited until everything was off the ship
Then Asher stood next to me
I think he was supervising me?
But why? oh! He said that the car will take us to the testing site ok. When the car finally arrived
We when to a field? I guess this is the testing site There was a building which had very high Security
As I did the finishing touches on the “gas”
Then he came over to me and said they will kill you or torture you
“What-”
“Why-”
“I’m sorry”
“It's my job,” he said
“How could he,” I thought he kissed me
But I pulled away
“What was that for?”
“I love-” slap “You are the lowest thing I have ever seen”