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Delaney tried to be a good example throughout the book, and never uses the excuse that he was at mass. There was never a ‘perfect’ moment in the book. From the accusation of theft, to the fight with Gorman, to the end of the book, nothing was ever perfect: “‘I was delayed at the barrack, sir.’” he simply stated after being confronted by the Murderer for being late. Later on the playground, he’s confronted by other students: “‘Delaney, why did you say that about the barrack?’ ‘Because ‘twas true,’ I replied firmly. ‘I wasn’t going to tell him a lie.’” This seems perfect; he’s telling the truth, accepts punishment, and gave no excuses. And yet he still gave up: “I couldn’t help feeling that it wasn’t worth it. But before the invisible presences fled forever, I made another effort.”.....”’What kept you, Delaney?’ the Murderer asked quietly. I knew it was no good. “I was at Mass, sir.” Delaney gave up his idea of perfection; he stopped trying to be the model of the school. He was no longer the hero he wanted to be, so he changed to the hero he thought he could