Identity In Yayoi Kusama's Drawing Dots

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The biggest reason Kusama started drawing dots was because of her mental illness from her unhappy childhood. Kusama does not have a joyful childhood, even though she born in a wealthy family that working on family business for a hundred years. Because of her father’s idleness, and suddenly abandoned the family, Kusama feels painful and helpless. At this time, Kusama suffered from hallucinations cause of her neurological visual disorder, and then she starts to draw every single day to record things that only she can see. By that time, she did not get along with her mother, since her mother were strongly against her becoming an artist. The reason why was that Kusama’s mother wanted her to be a housewife. After that, Kusama’s mother threw all her art supplies. Then she was determined to go to New York. Since she knows New York was the forefront place for art during that time. The biggest reason that provokes the mental illness …show more content…
In fact, Kusama carries out its own identity already in her early period of work. She manipulates a variety of creative techniques, for example, painting, soft sculpture, performance art, and installation art, covering with dots the surfaces of assorted objects such as the wall, floor, canvas, common house object, and even her assistant. Kusama clearly knows she is not as normal as an ordinary person, we can see in her artwork, she tries to uses drawing a lot of dots or nets as a tool, to convey her feelings to the audience which coming out of her distressing inner world and what she sees by suffering from mental illness. After she done with so many painting with dots, Kusama realizes that the net capture the infinite, and interprets of the part of herself and her life, and become a form that she chose to deal with for the rest of her life. The dots for her no longer is a form but also full of meaning, which is a powerful artistic