Latinas Research Paper

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Google Latina in the search bar and you get a range of answers. Scrolling down and in “searches related to Latinas,” one suggestion specifically engraved “why are Latinas so mean,” you get about 639,000 results. At twenty-two, I analyze my post-secondary rollercoaster of personal growth and knowledge to try to interpret the suggestions. I questioned myself, “Is it because it is in our blood? Is it because we are tired of our negative portrayal in media and statistics? Or could it possibly be our constant battle between negative ignorant schemas and us wanting to succeed? I believe the last two are connected but it is our job to fight, pull through, and help others do likewise. 
 With this in mind, my mother has always referred me as the luchadora …show more content…
I came in with my spirits to the floor, believing that I was not meant to go to school, and it took a serious toll on me academically and mentally. It felt as if I was digressing rather than progressing. I began to worry what will people think of me and how was I supposed to move forth positively. The problem with those worrisome thoughts were that they were only giving me a careless attitude; furthermore my love and thirst for knowledge was speedily shunned away. I came close to dropping out entirely, until I had an epiphany mid Sociology 101 class. I remember my professor was lecturing on privilege and the constant battle between the have’s and have not’s. I questioned myself as I was writing my notes, “How am I supposed to allow myself to fail, my mom says I am a luchadora, why can’t I see myself as one?” Minutes after class I hear a soft email notification of my phone from a past mentor with an attachment of Theodore Roosevelt’s The Man in the Arena quote. Disbelief is what I felt. Was this a sign? Maybe. I came into realization that I am not a “bad student,” but I was a student whom was in need of guidance, needed that push to further