He seemed like the typical guy tall, white, big smile, likes sports but I was off by some. He is tall, big smile, likes sports, did heavy drugs, lives in an apartment complex, helps support his family with his mom, has relationship issues with partners. Yeah he was “kind of” the typical kind of guy. His first name is Andrew middle name Cole “so why do you go by Cole?” “My father’s middle name is Andrew and he’s a really shitty guy so when people say my name I don’t want it to be a reminder of a bad man”. Cole is not the typical guy as you can tell that I go for. To start with he doesn’t live in the same state he’s thousands of miles away doing god knows what, secondly he’s home schooled so in his day who knows what he’s doing, and third he’s a rapper and has gigs at clubs and events so who knows what he’s doing he does everything thing to get me so worried some. Now you have to understand he was 16 when he talked to me and he’s SO mature for his age I was impressed. I was very open with him about my life and who I am and what’s happened to me which is very rare because I don’t like telling people my personal life stories or my problems but with him he made me feel more secure about myself, that I can open up myself. This pushed me into wanting to see him not just his still posed face in a picture I wanted to see the movement his facial expressions for when I made him smile. Which is very good because he has a huge front never showing his personal or soft side with people other than his very close family, I felt honored to be able to make him laugh, smile, and dare I say giggle!
Cole had something to say to me I felt it coming maybe it was the way he would talk to me all night even though he had work in the morning, the way his voice was so gentle with me, the smoothness in his voice. He had this passion in his voice this cockiness like as if he knew how I felt like as if he knew how to trap me and if he wanted to trap me then he could and he did because I wanted him too. Every night for a whole month straight we talked on the phone he texted me while he was at work at his construction job, texting me, in a dangerous area, yeah the real manly stuff. Not going to lie his manly actions pumped not just my blood. His first love that cheated on him just like my first love cheated on me with three skanks; he and I had basically the same love background. The thing is that Cole’s still a virgin, I’m not saying I’m easy but I did sleep with my ex for the first time the first day I met him (yikes!) and dated the next day but he