Outie Ministry Diary

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Thomas.Session1.Journal.

In 2013 I was run over by an Apostolic Ministry leader who decided I needed prayer for my mind. It was most interesting to me, as I had only confronted a pastor in my community for allowing a married couple to bring pornography into their marriage on a consensual basis, and all this ministry head could think of to say is I needed to consult him first. His reasoning was all about remaining under “his covering”. Well I had never heard of being under anyone’s covering except God’s or in a marriage, the wife being under the husband. This marriage was destroyed and the permissive pastor went out of his way to defend his position about the porn and this minister of an Apostolic Ministry is more concerned about procedure than the marriage. And what that has to do with mental stability I do not understand to
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I did feel quite abandoned. As I walked around a nearby lake, I was drawn to a bench and the Lord began to speak to me and I slipped into a Prophetic Vision. I saw a stream, like a River, but it was flowing stars, planets, nebula and was coming from a waterfall of the same type of space material. I stepped back from where I was because I didn’t quite understand what was going on, why I was there and what God was trying to show me. I noticed two hands holding all of this “river”, per say, together. The Hands were jeweled, mostly of diamonds and rubies. I was rather startled. I heard the Lord begin to speak to me… “Todd, do you have any idea of the height, depth, width and length of all that I am that I long to share with My children?” I was rather startled to hear such a question. After all, I was still feeling rather stung by what had transpired at the ministry, rather stunned to say the least by the head minister’s response to my taking on this pastor for what he had brought into the life of this couple that brought down their marriage. So, what was God trying to