Personal Narrative Analysis

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This is not just an essay or homework assignment, it is more of a personal narrative. The assignment was to write on the aspect of rape and I could have chosen to write on some scholarly article but instead chose to write my story. Never have I written on the subject and I avoid talking about it because, isn’t that what people do? We avoid speaking of the traumatic events that we have personally experienced because by talking about it, you are, to a certain extent, re-living the occasion, and who would ever want to do that? The fact is that he wouldn’t, she wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, and I definitely don’t. Today, though, I choose to write about it. I could feel the weight of his muscular core next to my body and his hand clasped to my hip as we kissed on his bed. Seeing where his intentions were, I resisted and move away further from him but he didn’t like that. I asked him to stop, but he kept pressing back. Before I knew, he was on top of me and unzipping his pants, “stop”, I begged, but he followed by pulling my shorts down. His hot breath on my chest and neck told me to shut up. His 190lb body builder physique told me to lie still, so I did. …show more content…
My begging wouldn’t have stopped him. I couldn’t have stopped him. I didn’t stop him. As soon as I regained consciousness and could move again, I threw on my clothes and ran out of his house. I went straight for the shower when I got home, Despite the fact that I was pouring endless amounts of shampoo on my hair and frantically scrubbing my body down, it didn’t feel like enough shampoo or body wash was being applied, I wasn’t scrubbing hard enough; I felt dirty. Overcome by fear and shock, I could not comprehend what had just happened and why I was feeling the way I