The story where i gained years of experience not only working with her at home, but in the classroom, along with her fellow disabled peers. The story where I realized that I wanted to teach special Ed and help others not because it was something I had to do or could do but something I want to do. The things i learned about growing up with bonnie and coping with her special needs are things that teachers have to do every single day. As I begin down the path of becoming a special Ed teacher questions and controversies have already come up along the way. Does special Ed really help? Is there a significant display of good results, especially for the massive amount of money the school systems as well as government spend yearly on special