Personal Narrative: My Determination

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It was the first week of January 2014 when my determination became fully actualized. My teenage years had set me up to fall uncontrollably. I was struggling with drug use, self-harm, failure, and self-identity issues. Much like how a knife tears through skin, it felt as though my life was being forced to concave in on itself. Each day I lost my motivation to live. I had successfully created my own personal hell through the use of drugs daily, experimenting with my sexuality, and questioning my life. This way of living was destined to bring me to a forced hault. It was at this time I had tried to commit suicide. An epiphany had dawned on me as I held my tools of destruction. I realized I do have a reason to live: to change the world. I promised myself …show more content…
A long awaited determination was created on that day and has now been applied to my entire life. My mediocre sophomore year GPA of 3.32 went up to a 4.0 junior year. I was taking the hardest classes and surpassed my believed limits. Besides academic accomplishments, I began to work on my entire entity. I weighed in at 310 pounds, and in eight months, I lost 110 pounds. I have been drug and self-harm free for over 22 months. I began tutoring friends and kids around my community. I joined multiple after school activities and clubs to help immerse myself in my school. It would be vacuous to claim that I experienced a religious awakening that so many speak about, but that was exactly the sensation that overcame me. One reason I genuinely believe that I have the chance to excel further than anyone is my determination. My determination frees me of all negative forces that attempt to stop me from reaching my dream, because I will not let any obstruction stop my progression. Those graced with natural intelligence succumb to their immaterial surroundings, never reaching their full potential. The moment it gets to hard they begin to stumble and become