For anybody who may be questioning my sanity, I want to make it very clear that I’m not going on this journey because I want to, but because I was meant to. If God is to give me a direction, who am I to defy him and question the sequence of events he has laid out before me. As a true believer, I acknowledge this sign, and I accept it. I accept my fate, and I know that whatever lies beyond this mortal life will be well worth it. To my friends; I cannot say I’m particularly sorry. My life has been a series of events leading up to this one great course of action, and I plan on seeing it through to the end. The way God had intended it to be. To Johnny, Hester, or whoever else may read this entry; I only ask that you understand what I’m choosing to do, who I’m choosing to become, and what I believe in. Instead of grieving I ask that you celebrate my life, and feel closure knowing that in making this decision I now feel closer to being at peace. You have all been there for me, and I will continue to be there for you, even after I’m long gone. I hope you can