Personal Narrative: When Billions That Changed My Life

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When I finally feel like i'm about to win, I strike out and end up back on the battlefield wrestling to stand and ask the celestials above, why me? Billions of lives on this planet and I somehow was chosen for this catastrophic path. Trying to contemplate why I feel so much and never minimize who I am. However, this cataclysmic world that is soon to be the end, my spirit is immortal because somehow I feel that I am life. I'm a colored women who values truth and her roots who doesn't belittle herself to fit in particular crowds. Despite what i've been through, despite what i've seen, I shockingly manage to get by so simply, but when I lose myself, I find my serenity in my poetry where I can be free mentally and physically. I am Haitian American, and grateful to be part of a …show more content…
Finally I dispersed to my room speechless and in horror. My brother tried to help but it only backfired. A reasonable request for me, executed without any consideration. Didn't ask to go out on saturday, or to the park or even prom because I knew I was forbidden to go but this, this was different and my only pint of hope. Gone. All my Endeavor, gone. I finally gave up. Containing my strife at night was probably the only freedom that I was given. This is part of my story as a daughter that is loved and protected but as Edwine, neglected and immune to this dilemma. No One knew My shackled heart and soul, that is left abandoned. This war, and this non ending battle of anxious wonders of when my duration of horror will end. When will I find my serenity again. Never thought this weapon would be aimed at me.
At last, I remain a year till my final destination of independence initiates, then delicate fragment discovered by my english teacher. This part of me that was buried discreetly and was never known to be Edwine.
It wasn't her youth that made her