After a month went by I was so depressed that my ex-husband had left me. So I gotten depressed and withdrawn from everyone. From me being sick I lose weight, my eyebrows had gone away, I was feeling very alone. I didn’t care about anyone or anything. I felt that no one knew what I was going through. As months went by I got a little stronger. I still felt ugly inside because of how I look. Lupus changes your outer appearance all the time. And I did not like that very much. Only thing I did like was that it made my hair thicker and longer.
But a year later I met someone who seen me for who I was. I told him about my condition and he said it didn’t matter. He told me that I shouldn’t worry about what people think of me, long as I’m still breathing and blood is running through my veins that I should be thankful that I’m still living. So we dated and a year later I had my precious son. The doctors told me prior that having Lupus that it’s not a great idea to have children because of complications. I proved them wrong he is a healthy 3.5 year old strong and active boy. My child’s father and I did not stay together but we are good