An authentic, emotionally devastating book about abuse and faith.
I picked up Conviction a few months ago and during that time I wasn’t genuinely feeling it. But out of the blue, I decided to pick it up again. This time, the magic finally work. It is one of the wisest decision I ever made, because truly, Conviction is a remarkable story.
Conviction tells the story of Braden, the key witness to an upcoming trial about the murder of a police officer. He is the “star” pitcher of his High School baseball team and the youngest son of the popular, Christian radio host, who happened to be the prime suspect of the case. …show more content…
He is scared of the consequences, he has to face.
Conviction is a very difficult book to read, countless of times, I catch myself being so angry and disheartened in behalf of Braden. I could feel my stomach lurching and my eyes glistening.
The deep attachment, the numbing sensation like you owe them something, like you have to pleased and obey them all the time, that twist forming in your stomach because you disappoint them and you feel like it’s your fault and you have to amend everything, blaming yourself because you didn’t meet their standards they forced on you.
Struggling with violent tendencies.
When you’re bracing yourself for the heated shouts and strike that is about to come, convincing yourself they’re not doing any wrong, that it might be sick and twisted but it is love, that nobody could ever love you but