This outburst to you might seem like it came out of nowhere or that I am the one who is acting over dramatic, and to be honest, for me, this has been a problem for a long time. This issue that I have been holding inside has been going on for almost a year now... I should have talked about this issue about my feelings in the beginning when I first started to feel this way towards you but I wanted to trust you. When I have given you money, I have never rejected to help you especially when things are going downhill for you.
Before I went to Australia and even before I had helped you with paying for Spike's bill was that I have almost never put a date nor did I force you to pay me back immediately. I have never said much regarding the need to return my money and the few times…show more content… During these times, you did ask me on multiple accounts if there was a problem or if there was a reason why I was not as happy or acting differently from my usual attitude. I cannot remember if there were any other issues during that time but I was wondering if you truly saw me for more then just my wallet.
This wallet did not feel like that often if any barely but it fucking increased in November. You asked me for money to help with Spike but once we got to the bank the price up again just like before. This might have been a true story but the price going up every time I went up to the ATM made it questionable. You told me that you were going to pay me next week, and I accepted that since I told you I was going to Australia after Thanksgiving. More than a week has gone by, and I heard nothing from you. So I had asked you about the money then you tell me a certain date, and this cycle repeats again, and again. I had only received radio silence from you and I would only get a date after I texted the day of or a week after you have given me about the
