Ok so here I am venting myself out again. Unexpectedly, I had to walk home through 10 kilometres of minus 7 degree weather plus wind-chill temperatures. Probably got a frostbitten somewhere on my body. I’m still so numb all over. The shower did help though but for some reason I still feel chills. Here I am in my apartment all by myself. I have few friends, no family in close proximity, and my love life, well that seems to be as non-existent as gravitons at the Large Hadron Collider (if you know physics you’d be cracking up at this point). It seems just like my journey to return the loneliness of my apartment my love life keep walking in the cold, and can’t seem to find a little house with a light on. There’s no fire place where the coals burn brightly, and taking shelter under frost covered pine trees takes its toll at some point. Even now, I don’t really feel like I’m home. Where is home? That is the question I keep asking myself. Well first off what exactly is a home? A home is can be defined literally as a place where one can take shelter or refuge. More figuratively, and in my case psychologically, a home is a place where one feels they belong and can feel comfortable. Where I am now, this is no home. Sure the bed is a place to sleep, the food is mediocre, and there is some privacy, but the people that surround you in this place and their ability to take your life from you is a toxin to my body. Like the cold, its harmful, it sucks the energy out of my system, and leaves impressionable marks when it is harmful enough. There is no love in this place. The walls, the beds, the floor, my clothes, and this laptop I’m typing on; these do no radiate love to me. Affection is the scarcest recourse humanity has access too. And some of us seem to have very limited or virtually no access. The sheets may cover you, but there are times when you go to bed at night, and you wish someone was lying next to you, comforting you, telling you that things will work out, making you smile, filling emotions into your life that you can’t get from other places. Our bodies consume. We get our nutrients from the food we eat and our bodies use chemical reactions to break these down and give us energy and provide our bodies ways of fueling, repairing, and enabling complex actions. We also use senses to help us understand our outside world; sight to view our surroundings, hearing to listen, taste to know what food we are eating, smell to again identify various objects and finally touch, to help us recognize physically object by feeling. I think there is a different type of absorption for our bodies than just nutrients or our senses for information about our world. I think our minds have their own system called “ARE” or Attention Requiring Elements. These elements are thinks that all humans need on a basic level to survive. Things like feeling secure, having a friend, you get the idea. One thing, in my opinion, that there is so scarce of that causes us to be much unhappier than we should be as a species is affection. There is little to no input of affection in the average person’s life. It’s a contributing factor to a healthy human beings life. We need someone to show that they care about us, to give us purpose and goals to achieve, which helps benefit this person and ourselves. Let’s go back to senses for a minute. There is one sense that enables us to feel like some cares about us. Touch. All levels of intimacy, from putting a hand on a shoulder, up to sexual intercourse; all of these action show that someone outside of our mindset, outside of our perspective of life and world cares about you. Someone cares about you. To know that they see you as someone worth caring about, that gives your life a whole new layer to build on. It enables us to feel less insecure about ourselves; it lets us feel freer to explore our options and express our feelings, knowing that someone will always be there for you. Having this safety net allows every one of us to be more…
polymerase is a magnesium-dependent enzyme and determining the optimum concentration to use is critical to the success of the PCR reaction. Some of the components of the 1. Alpha Helix
• rod like
• CO & NH of the main chain are hydrogen bonded together, allowing the main chain to be buried
• n+4 H bonding scheme
• all alpha carbons are H bonded and in line with each other
• R groups are on the outside & backbone on the inside
• always right handed (clockwise)
• can be a single chain (usually…
In having this charity basketball event for the kappa Alpha Psi fraternity, Inc. we would like to have the members of the fraternity to exclusively operate and oversea the entire tournament. To help all spectators easily identify who are the members of the Fraternity, each member will wear his signature chapter shirt.
The chapter president will act as the manager of the entire tournament, he will delegate duties, oversea work, and make sure things are moving along smoothly and in an orderly fashion…
The Worst Human Tragedy in History
The Holocaust that occurred in Germany during World War II remains the worst historical event impacting all aspects of society. Other genocides have occurred in the world, but pale in comparison to the Holocaust. One other significant genocide was in the country of Rwanda in 1994. While some similarities between the German Holocaust and the Rwandan Genocide are evident, the differences are apparent. In comparison with the Rwanda Genocide, the Holocaust was…
became Alpha Chapter s first President. In addition, he served on committees that worked out the handshake and ritual. He served as the first president of Alpha Chapter and chairman of the first Ritual Committee. He is credited for the name of the Fraternity. Kelley was popular with the Brotherhood and he resided in Troy, New York and was active with the Beta Pi Lambda chapter in Albany, New York until his death in 1963. George Biddle Kelley not only served as a pioneer for Alpha Phi Alpha, but as…
United States Worst/Best
There are roughly 190 countries in the world today.
These countries vary in size, population, and forms of
government. All share same characteristics such as
territory, population, and sovereignty. The forms of
government are as diverse as the countries themselves,
they vary from very restrictive to less restrictive
form of government. United States of America is
without a doubt one of the worst countries in the world
today because there…
The Worst Discipline
The worst and painful discipline ever is spanking, but it is one also of the most debatable discipline methods and one of the oldest disciplinary actions throughout many decades. Spanking is a method of punishment in which an adult inflicts pain upon a child in response to their unsatisfactory behavior. At times, children forget to practice good behavior skills or they disobey their parent’s rules and commands, which results in being disciplined.
As a frustrated parent continues…
Dr. Merriman February 11, 2013
The best and the worst of the Supper Bowl commercials
The Super Bowl is a big part of the American coulter. Every year it gets thousands of people together to watch America’s favorite sport, and also every body knows that the best part of the Super Bowl is the commercials. The commercials are a big deal for the business side; it gets every year companies to think…
August 16, 2002 was the worst day of my life! I can never forget how I felt and how I delt with my parents getting a divorce on the first day of first grade.
It was the fist day of first grade. I was all excited to start school. The day started really great, I woke up, took a shower, put clothes on and told my mommy I loved her. After I left my house, I hopped on the bus and arrived at school. I was scared but ecstatic. I didn’t know what to do so I started running around like a little…
The worst Christmas
It was the night before Christmas and I was very sad because my family life had been severely disrupted and I was sure that Christmas would never come. There was none of the usual joy and anticipation that I always felt during the Christmas season. I was eight years old, but in the past few months, I had aged greatly.
Christmas had always been for me one of the joyous religious festivals. The children and all the young people loved to make colorful crepe paper ornaments and…