The Feels Essay

Submitted By kentbrad22
Words: 548
Pages: 3

I’ve never really been all that great at telling people how I feel, so I found it easiest to write everything out. So, with that, here it goes. I have been thinking a lot about everything that has gone on, is going on, and could possibly go on. No one has influenced these thoughts, because I have kind of grown dependent on my own judgment these past few days. Nolan, you know I care about you. In fact, I care about you so much, that I am afraid to hurt you, afraid to let you go, because I’m supposed to be the last person to ever let you down. After everything we’ve been through I don’t think that we could ever make it again, not just because of you, but because of everything we have all ready been through. We have been through so much that it makes it so hard for me to think about a potential future with you. It’s not fair to you that I don’t know what I want from you, and it’s not fair to me to object change because I’m not used to things without you being around. I don’t want you to wait around thinking that I am going to change my mind about all of this and just all of the sudden want to start another relationship with you, because the fact of the matter is, I don’t know where to go from here. I want the best for you, and I’ve never had it in me to let go because I was afraid of what it would do to me and what it would do to you. I want you to be happy, you should all ready know that. Two great people can still be great, even if they can’t be great for each other. We both know that this whole thing has gone on way too long, and I can’t stand to put myself through this anymore. I can’t stand to put you through this anymore, also. I have to really let this go, and hope that it’s the right thing. We can’t go on dates, and we can’t act like…