Effects Of Trauma

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Trauma is an occurrence that always has after effects. There are many ways to be traumatized. For me trauma was a major difficulty that I had to endure that many people are unaware of, I will be writing about how my perspective on life changed after difficulty. Growing up as a little girl I was a very quiet but happy child. I went to schools that were private or charter. During middle school in 8th grade I had gone through a serious trauma that lasted for about 2 years and currently I still face some of the after effects of it. This trauma was so severe that even after it ended I still had major struggles and reminders of how terrible the incident was. Sometimes I used to wonder why me? Why was it that I had to face something so huge yet severe at such a young age? These questions had many answers such as I went through it because God knew that I was strong enough. Of course that was a reasonable answer to such a huge yet complex question. …show more content…
I felt as if I couldn’t trust people if their actions didn’t match up to the things they said. I had become very good at weeding out “real people” vs. “fake people”. This of course was due to how severe my trauma was and I felt like there was nobody that I could trust not even my own family let alone people that I live with. So many people I knew and that I trusted and grew up with betrayed me during the times when I needed them to support me the most. This had almost begun to become toxic to how I acted and how I felt about everyone even people i’d never met before. This caused me to develop PTSD. My condition wasn’t too severe yet it was somewhat severe. Luckily I was able to get counseling that opened my eyes and helped me to see that everyone isn’t evil or out to get me but it took time for my thought process to become more