Guilt In Every You Every Me

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The novel, Every You, Every Me by David Levithan demonstrates an alternative reading experience that creates a particular affect onto my engagement in addition to that of other readers. Throughout the novel, the reader finds the uses of many strikethroughs that possibly reveal the hidden thoughts of the narrator, Evan. However, often times, the strikethroughs will be used for extra information, or even dialogues. Most of them occur between Evan and Ariel in the past, but some amongst Evan and the other characters in the present. Some readers may consider the strikethroughs distracting or even unnecessary due to the possibility of their many and repetitive uses; however, I find the strikethroughs intriguing, because they give a sort of “split …show more content…
The most prominent theme floating around in the novel is found as guilt. Sometimes, guilt results into a more complex emotion than portrayed. Often times, society gives the notion that guilt can only stem out from participating in an immoral action, however in Every You, Every Me it shows clear that guilt shows comes from more than such. In this context, the source of Evan’s guilt came from his own uncertainty, his internal, physiological struggle: the fight against his own mind. While those around him continuously reassure that Evan “did the right thing,” he, himself doubts whether or not he had done to Ariel turned out for the best. Such guilt grows more in forms while the stalker uses and exploits this guilt, and attempts to incriminate him, showing a form of avengement. Thus, the reader can fully dig deep in to self-torture of Evan in his narration. Moving along, a more fascinating theme occurs along the lines of Evan and his warped realities. Sometimes, the reader needs to take the full takes a step back to analyze the very ideas of “zeros and ones,” “ifs,” the plain questioning the existence of words, etc. does the reader find themselves in this alternate reality that Evan reflects onto their heads. On one level, it shows Evan’s disconnect with the real world and that most of the novel occurs inside his head. On a much deeper level, it signifies just how bizarre Evan self-torture can result to. The objective reality has been warped to the point which his subjective reality goes off line; despite the fact the he never does go crazy. Lastly, the greatest, and most important theme of all, pertains to the title Every You, Every Me. In the context of the book, this meaning refers to that everyone has sides or “variations” of themselves they to different people, places, and in points in life. In the first place, most people have a